it is April Fools Day.
and nothing interesting has happened.
i can remember last time, when i was younger.
my childhood was :( thanks to a certain elder sibling of mine.
whenever i walk into a room she could just be, for all i know, hiding behind a nearbly pillar waiting to jump on me.
she does it all the time.
during April Fools Day tho...
she got extra mean, attempting to scare me with a fake spider.
it was those tarantula kind, quite realistic.
and you know what..
it worked.
she is mean. i tell you.
that was last time, in the past. now has it's own.
it hurts even more.
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do you know
how much it had cost me
to take it all in
to keep it all
inside
do u know
how it got my spirit
feelin' so crushed
and hidden
inside
i needed some form of remedy
i thank God for puting that somebody
into my life that i may have it better
and for a while put aside
all you did to me
cause there's just so much
that love can do
to one's broken spirit
and heal it through
to patch up all
the cracks made by
all your selfish thoughts and actions