today went quite okay.. started off right in the morning. first thing i wake up at 5.30 and start thinking about schoolwork. that's how worked up i am.
i'm worried about my tests.
i'm worried about my grades.
i'm worried about my subjects.
i'm worried about SCHOOL.
and it's sec 1. can you believe it?
haiz, sometimes i get so worked up and panicky(i hate the way i make myself panic:( and yes, i do panic even though you may not notice it.)i forget about how good God has always been to me.
.cast your cares unto the Lord.
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.....>deep breaths<.....
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okay. i think i feel better now.
school started off with PE. then there was maths where i started to loose energy and my attention span started to drop very quickly. soon i got tired enough to almost knock off. i could have just slept okay. in fact, i was so tired, i had tears coming out. my classmates thought i was crying, about the science test(which i only got to do last minute revision-_-) or what not. no, dear friends, it's just that i'm super tired. i don't think it was from PE cause we didnt do anything that could make anyone(or me, for that matter) that tired. lack of rest/sleep maybe..
gah. X(
could have just collapsed any moment.
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Am I at the point of no improvement?
What of the death I still dwell in?
I try to excel, but I feel no movement.
Can I be free of this unreleasable sin?
Never underestimate my Jesus.
You're telling me that there's no hope.
I'm telling you you're wrong.
Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
He will be strong, He will be strong
I throw up my hands
"Oh, the impossibilities"
Frustrated and tired
Where do I go from here?
Now I'm searching for the confidence I've lost so willingly
Overcoming these obstacles is overcoming my fear
Never underestimate my Jesus.
You're telling me that there's no hope.
I'm telling you you're wrong.
Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
He will be strong, He will be strong
I think I can't, I think I can't
But I think you can, I think you can
I think I can't, I think I can't
But I think you can, I think you can
Gather my inefficiencies and place them in your hands
place them in your hands, place them in your hands
Never underestimate my Jesus.
You're telling me that there's no hope.
I'm telling you you're wrong.
Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
He will be strong
Never underestimate my Jesus.
You're telling me that there's no hope.
I'm telling you you're wrong.
Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
He will be strong, He will be strong
He will be strong, He will be strong
He will be strong
-- For the moments I feel faint by: Relient K--