june holiday? yeah right.
june hols are basically a month period where teachers load you up with work and projects but allow you to go for a trip somewhere around the time.
june hols are basically a tike period where you have to start catching up and preparing for next term's work.
gah.
to top it off, i have band 3 times a week until the 3rd week's over.
and i'm not even in main band, which means i'm not even part of the concert.
unless you count the audience, but that's a different story.
sheesh.
then there's helping my sis with deco.
time really flies, you know?
our time on Earth is but a mere speck of dust in eternity.
but anyway, Timeout! is just this sat!
omg.
that's so fast.
just a moment ago it was a month to Timeout! and now it's less than a week away.
i think i'm crapping here.
hello people.
listen to my crapping.
endure it if you must,
i am most sorry.
>:)
but ah well.
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gosh.
sometimes i cant help but lie on bed and think:
man, i'm such an utter pathetic loser.
an utter pathetic ugly loser.
that's right.
friggin loser.
always have been all my life.
then i end up making myself cry.
then i go and sleep.
then i start to dream.
dream of all the weird and wonderful things.
things i could never get to experience.
and i don't want to wake up.
i want to stay there forever.
i dread waking up.
i go on adventures.
i go on exploring.
i go on with my friends.
i go on and enjoy.
then,
the alarm clock rings.
it tears me away from my world.
my weird and wonderful world.
and i am dragged.
back.
to.
cold.
reality.
until the next time around,
and it all starts again.