today was my birthday.
so yeah.
thanks alot to you guys out there with the wishes, gifts and everything.
especially daphne who tied 5 pony tails on her head, and ended up losing alot of hair that day.
oops, sorry daph:\ didnt know it would be so painful.
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did 5 items, again.
did alot more better this time.
i blame test anxiety.
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today i realised how stupid i actually am.
through this math paper that ms. tay gave us for revision.
at that rate, i'm probably going to fail.
yay! i got F9 for maths! i am so happy!
whatever.
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i feel like a blur sotong.
so many things happened today.
i dont want to talk about it.
my palms and eyes feel warmer than usual and my face feels sticky-dry.
after school today, i'm siting in front of the computer, feeling like some dead fish.
*blub**blub**blub*
like what tab said,
i have no life, man.
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can you hear it?
the noise from chatters?
can you see it?
every single movement?
well i can.
it makes me irritated.
well i can.
and i feel agitated.
do you see the way
they all dont give a damn
about anything we say
can you feel my anger
when they all just dont listen
i cannot stand it longer
dont you see?
do they care?
why even bother
to always stand
up in front
and try to scream
when you know
no one's gonna heed?
why bother, why try?
dont you all just see?
if they're not going to listen, we might all just give up.
it's hard being in CC.
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yes i know you care
and i'm really sorry
but now's just not the time
i'm just not that ready.
i want to smile.
i want to laugh.
i want to be happy.
but i'll probably throw up.
it feels so sick,
trying to hide.