you know that feeling, where your head gets all foggy up front and you cant really think,
yet at the back of your head so much is stirring up?
i think there's something cooking in there.
great, i've found my mind's kitchen.
i wonder what they're cooking, make so much smoke until i couldnt think for the whole damn day.
the least the could do was get an oven of something.
so much smoke, god.
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you know numbness?
when your fingers go cold and your legs feel like they arent supporting you anymore, cause you cant really feel them?
and your heart feels like it's stopped beating, like you should be dead, but here you are?
and all your senses seem to go haywire,
like your vision blurs around the edges,
and the sounds you hear seem to echo and amplify?
like you're not really there at all,
and yet, at the whole time,
here you are?