tabs isnt back yet.
the songs havent been uploaded.
nvu and filezilla arent doing their jobs.
song typing is annoying.
my rib bone hurts.
i'm bound to get cramps tomorrow.
i dont know why i'm ranting here.
blogger's still screwed.
ironically the media playlist seems to keep hitting me with happy songs.
i think my mp3 has a mind of its own.
like when i had a bad day, it shuffled to "the lining is silver" by relient k.
weird.
but useful, if anything.
apparently alot of people think i'm very free.
no, i'm not.
if you're asking me why then am i here it's because i need to rant out my exhaust.
my phone's still spoiled.
sony ericsson phones are seriously undurable.
the repair shop isnt doing their job.
i want to sue them.
they could at least trade in a new phone that'll work.
hopefully it'll be more durable this time.
i'm hungry.
i dont know why i was feeling so full during dinner.
because of that i didnt eat much.
so now i'm hungry.
but i shouldnt eat because you're not supposed to eat late at night.
had napfa today.
passed, so that's that.
30 sit ups at one go my stomach area went really tight after that.
dont know if that's a good thing because later had band.
i know having your diaphragm tight is good for playing but stomach muscles?
close enough.
was super high this morning.
i wonder what happened to my high-ness.
if my fingers werent moving now my whole body might as well be some prehistoric rock.
with caveman carvings, at least i'll become some museum artefact.
stones are so...
wow.
my media player just played "more than useless" .
what's up with that???
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I feel like, I would like
To be somewhere else doing something that matters
And I'll admit here, while I sit here
My mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather
Whats the purpose? It feels worthless
So unwanted like I've lost all my value
I can't find it, not in the least bit
and I'm just scared, so scared that I'll fail you
And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all
And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all
But then you assure me
I'm a little more than useless
And when I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for once
So I say if I can't, do something significant
I'll opt to leave most opportunities wasted
And nothing trival, that life could give me will
Measure up to what might have replaced it
Too late look, my date book
Is packed full of days that were empty and now gone
And I bet, that regret
Will prove to get me to improve in the long run
And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all
And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all
But then you assure me
I'm a little more than useless
And when I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for once
I'm a little more than useless
And I never knew I knew this
Was gonna the day, gonna be the day
That I would do something right
Do something right for once
I notice, I know this
Week is a symbol of how I use my time
Resent it, I spent it
Convincing myself the world's doing just fine
Without me
Doing anything of any consequence
Without me
Showing any sign of ever making sense
Of my time , it's my life
And my right, to use it like I should
Like he would, for the good
Of everything that I would ever know
I'm a little more than useless
When I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for once
I'm a little more than useless
And I never knew I knew this
Was gonna the day, gonna be the day
That I would do something right
Do something right for once
To be somewhere else doing something that matters
And I'll admit here, while I sit here
My mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather
Whats the purpose? It feels worthless
So unwanted like I've lost all my value
I can't find it, not in the least bit
and I'm just scared, so scared that I'll fail you
And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all
And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all
But then you assure me
I'm a little more than useless
And when I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for once
So I say if I can't, do something significant
I'll opt to leave most opportunities wasted
And nothing trival, that life could give me will
Measure up to what might have replaced it
Too late look, my date book
Is packed full of days that were empty and now gone
And I bet, that regret
Will prove to get me to improve in the long run
And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all
And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all
But then you assure me
I'm a little more than useless
And when I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for once
I'm a little more than useless
And I never knew I knew this
Was gonna the day, gonna be the day
That I would do something right
Do something right for once
I notice, I know this
Week is a symbol of how I use my time
Resent it, I spent it
Convincing myself the world's doing just fine
Without me
Doing anything of any consequence
Without me
Showing any sign of ever making sense
Of my time , it's my life
And my right, to use it like I should
Like he would, for the good
Of everything that I would ever know
I'm a little more than useless
When I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for once
I'm a little more than useless
And I never knew I knew this
Was gonna the day, gonna be the day
That I would do something right
Do something right for once
More Than Useless - Relient K